So I'm pretty sure it finally hit me today. In 4 days I'll be done with highschool classes and in 7 I'll be off to start my own life out of grade school. I am feeling giddy yet nervous all at once. I looked in the mirror yesterday and realized this is who I am and this is who I'll always be. The only difference is what I choose for myself. The fact that the day is coming when I'll have to completely take care of myself and be responsible is really strange to me. I know that my first year in college is set, but as for the next years I haven't a clue. I'll be going to IPFW my first year. I'm very excited, yet very nervous. I got a scholarship that is going to be a lot of help but I also know that I'll be in a lot of debt. I almost feel like an adult....It's kinda cool! But really scary! =/ As I look around, I don't see teens anymore. I see young adults who have a plan and who are working towards that plan even just sitting in a classroom. Reality is hitting....and it's hitting hard.